Thursday, January 28, 2010

What Am I Doing?

That question is one that I continue to ask myself over and over again. As I sit at my computer trying to compose an initial post for my blog, I am continually asking myself, "What am I doing"? Have I lost my mind or am I doing something God has designed for me? Let me just begin by being completely honest with you. At this point, I am more closely relating to the first thought--I have lost my mind and I am scared. Now I know that fear is not something that I am supposed to claim as a Child of God. However, I also know that God knows my heart and there is no need in me trying to be something that I am not. I stand with an unveiled heart before Him and I believe that He is purposing for me to stand before you with an unveiled heart as well. And so as I share with you what God is sharing with me, in spite of my imperfections and weaknesses and failures, I remain one who is daily captivated by His love and grace. Will you join me on this journey? And together we will share in the joy of being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory.

2 comments:

CP said...

This is also my first posted comment. YAY!! And like you, I frequently ask myself "What am I doing??" I personally think that the question frequently rises in this season of life. I LOVE your honesty, as well as the colors and feel of this site. I haven't look around completely, that's my initial take. Will look closer in next day or two.

Anonymous said...

Hello, How beautiful your words are. You made me feel like I belong to God. The words made me feel like a sister in christ with you. You are truely amazing, strong and honest. You seemed very approachable in this blog. Wow everything about the message and appearance of this site are truely calming and informative. So grateful to know you.